looking forward to a better and fruitful 2009!
I promised myself today’s gonna be a productive day. I’ve been very lazy for the past weeks. I kept on sleeping every time I get a chance. Even at work I took advantage of the idle time in the office to nap. I don’t know. Maybe it’s the cold weather that invites me to hibernate or it’s just plain procrastination on my part.
I’ve been neglecting my blog sites. I even failed to write about the latest cooking demo my bessie and i had attended. Or maybe because the chef, albeit the best we had seen so far, snobbed the picture taking we used to do after every demo. I even saw her interviewed in one of the tv feature shows. Maybe she’s not worth blogging. Or I’m just making up excuses for my laziness.
Where have I been? I think I was in Castroland most of the time. Lurking as usual and sometimes dropping some thank you’s to my sisters in Castrocopia. I just feel for them and they are very entertaining, plus the moderators are nice and smart.
So since I’ve been invisible for the past month, I’ ll just be blogging away…
December. It’s been a busy month, or maybe I just thought. Well, for a start, me and my Ichiro went to Cebu first week of December, When we came back, I attended our company’s year end party on the same week. The following week was shopping week for gifts and preparation for Christmas food and stuffs. Actually, some of the Christmas shopping was done earlier already but just a few on my list made it. Then the week right after Christmas was still preparation for my sister’s birthday (Dec 31) and New Year’s evening food. We even had to drop by for awhile to my mom’s family reunion. Everything was manageable though. Maybe I just lacked some energy of some sort.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m just lost. Maybe I’m just tired both physically and psychologically. I refused to think anymore of what’s lacking in my life. I am pretty sure I have enough, and I’m happy with what I currently have. I have 2 kind and intelligent sisters, 2 smart and lovely kids, 2 cousins who are selflessly helpful to me and a bessie who have been putting up with my miseries— financial problems, that is.
I don’t ask God “why” anymore. I take whatever He gives me. He doesn’t leave me anyways. He keeps me strong amidst all the difficulties I’m going through. He gives me and my family much needed comfort when we need it.
I’m not asking for anything material. My only prayer for now is enlightenment for my father, safety and good health for my entire family esp my kids, and financial assistance so we may be able to get through our daily needs. But I think God knows that already. He always knew what to give and always at the right time. Always.
I’m looking forward to a better and fruitful 2009!
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