new home at last
Last saturday was the most refreshing feeling i had for the past several months. I felt like i was breathing clean air and it’s so comfortable it felt surreal.
Yeah, finally we’ve moved to a better house, a real home at last. I’m so thankful that despite the never ending struggle everyday, we are still blessed with some comforts in life. I mean, we are not actually asking for more or for too much unnecessary things in life, we are just so happy for this moment.
I don’t wanna look back to that ugly scene i had with our previous landlord. I don’t understand how she can mention God in her every word when she obviously drags the Lord’s name in vain. I don’t know how much insecurity a person can get by being paranoid over other’s opinions. And I can’t imagine myself at that age fighting with somebody younger than me who have asked politely for considerations. Some people are eaten badly by their own egos and are having a hard time swallowing reality. What a pity. If only they have informed us earlier that we cannot move out on that day because of some birthday party, then there will be no problem at all. We have done our part to be considerate but they took it negatively. It’s really hard to deal with people who cannot accept losing and even admitting their own mistakes. I don’t want to get old like that. I wish to grow old with grace and wisdom.
Well, as always, there are happy endings and we totally appreciate it. Now we sleep peacefully, comfortably and happy. Oh God, I so love you!
